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You are Stronger..

2009-11-23T00:53:00.002+08:00

Hi blog. haven seen you for really long.. stumble upon you again..
today felt alot!.
woke up early to go to meeting. got to church on time since like dunno how long ago.. felt alone cause so many people not there. sermon was good? wasn't really looking forward to after church, ate lunch, stone back at church office, waited for ZY, went to anchorpoint, saw WK, went home, had dinner, came back home, tried to on my com, waited ages before it worked.. came online (finally).. fb, yt, started reading blog n it all started.....

whats my life for the whole past 3yrs? if judgement is tml whats going to happen? have i really love God? where's my daddy now? whats the purpose? whats army? whats life! sick of it.
perhaps i'll just die tml.. (not a sucidal thot)

no beginning and no end, your my hope and my defense.. am i even sorry abt anything? whats all the songs? can your name even be lifted thru my life? can i even glorify you? why does so many people ask me if i'm okay? if i tell them i'm not will they care? i MISS CHRISTOPHER!. so near yet so far.. so whats the conclusion?.

3yrs... nothing..

2008-06-25T21:59:00.001+08:00

LOOK THROUGH MY EYES. =)

There are things in life you'll learn and
In time you'll see
Cause out there somewhere
It's all waiting
If you keep believing
So don't run, don't hide
It will be all right
You'll see, trust me
I'll be there watching over you

Just take a look through my eyes
There's a better place
somewhere out there
Just take a look through my eyes
Everything changes
You'll be amazed what you'll find
If you look through my eyes

There will be times on this journey
All you'll see is darkness
Out there somewhere daylight finds you
If you keep believing

So don't run, don't hide
It will be all right
You'll see, trust me
I'll be there watching over you

Just take a look through my eyes
There's a better place
somewhere out there
Just take a look through my eyes
Everything changes
You'll be amazed what you'll find
If you look through my eyes

All the things that you can change
There's a meaning in everything
And you will find all you need
There's so much to understand

Just take a look through my eyes
There's a better place
somewhere out there
Just take a look through my eyes
Everything changes
You'll be amazed what you'll find
If you look through my eyes

Take a look through my eyes

woohoo. i love this song =). just watch brotherbear again! ahah love it totally.. hmm today sch was quite simple and nice. ahha managed to ask some pple abt youthsunday and chapelthon! =) hope that tml can con't to ask too!. tml gona be a bz day. ahah. May the Lord be my strength! =)

Jesus open my eyes to the work of your hands

2008-06-24T22:04:00.002+08:00

hmm. i think God talks to me alot when i'm on the bus. ahah! i think i learn that i need to love his people no matter how they look like, act like, sound like and esp SMELL like...
today had an interesting bus ride to sch. totally encounted 3 super smelly people. all happen to sit beside or infront of me. i could hardly breath.. =/

well. school today was more relaxing i think. tml can finally end sch early! =) but promise to be studying at holland in the afternoon. so wun get to have much rest still i guess..
Today physics test was like reallyy weird. i din study 2 out of 3 topics. so i cannot think of any formulas ahha!. so practically blank again..went home after it and stone the whole day away =).

Gona ask alot of pple abt youth sunday and chapelthon tml! =) hope everything goes smoothly.

Dear Lord,
please work in those hearts before i ask them, you are the one who sows those seeds. So i pray that your will be done in their lifes too. =)
In Jesus name, AMEN.

in my life, your will be done.

hope you think my favourite song.

2008-06-23T19:30:00.003+08:00

have you ever had the feeling of sitting in the crowded bus with some stranger then after the bus gotten less crowded you wish that stranger will move to another sit and stop sitting with you? haha.

today was Chem Mid-Year. super bad. ahah. din know how to do alot of questions. think the blanks add up half of the marks ahha. well. just got to realise my Prelims is abt 6wks time!. i think i really need to start studying!! ahha. not going for PCGL meeting today =(. cause gona study for my test tml..

wondering if life was more simple..
i think i need more security. =//

all i need is you..

2008-06-22T21:02:00.003+08:00

Sometimes it takes you to do something before you find your passion in it.

today was interesting in a sense. ending of the holidays, guess its a good way to round by with a post. suprisingly i'm bloggin! ahha. always been wondering is it necessary to convince people to believe (somestuff.).. gona keep it short. this holidays haven been that fruitful i guess.. need to really be down studying hard. tml having chem mids and haven even touch any chem yet.. =O. super dead. I think i grown in this holidays spiritually thou. =) guess God been making alot of pple to be more reflective these days..

i really wish i can write a song soon..

Having been set free from sin, you became slaves of righteousness. —Romans 6:18

stuff to do..

2007-10-16T00:13:00.001+08:00

wahhh. just realise got quite some stuff to get over and done withh.. beta list down before i forget. ahhas

1) do math paper again before Miss Ho kills me hahas
2) plan out something abt interact de
3) organise some meeting with other schs (interact)
4) Knowledge booth
5) Meeting with hospitality team
6) Project work! impt
7) Find the worship leaders!
8) plan out youth camp stuff
9)catch up with frens
10) suppose to teach some pple for o's but dunno still need anot
11) fix my com!
12) get back FA kit from liangfu
13) do something to my guitar
14) settle PCG stuff with chris
15)PRAY very hard for PROMOS results
16) PRAY abt asking my friends to come for youth alpha!
17) do QT
18) go buy some clothes and stuff
19) prepare for geog trip
20) recee for youth camp!!!

haha okay the list will go on forever but shall stop at 20 first.. ahha seeya blog

typical day..

2007-10-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

well. today wasn't really great or bad.. was kinda normall. manage to get a peek at all my promos papers that i din get to see on tues. other then GP. hmm kinda discourage by the results but i think i'll get over it really soon. PW is going to be one big thing now other then A's chinese. oh well. hope that i can faster get over and done with it!!

kk talking abt the day. sch was like super long. ahha dunno why.. i din go cca today. shall not say why.. hahas. MAN! i got maple craze again! haha started playing maple with my classmates. guess i'm still the childish old self =)).. sound great to me. ahhas

thanks for the WAKE UP CALL! =))

who,what,when,where,how...

2007-10-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

Who knows how to feel happy when you know that your not?
Why can people just act as if nothing happen when something does?
How can i keep trying to be who i'm not?
What is it that really matters?
When will it be the right time?
Where are You?!

Exodus 33:13-16

13 If you are pleased with me, teach me your ways so I may know you and continue to find favor with you. Remember that this nation is your people."

14 The LORD replied, "My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest."

15 Then Moses said to him, "If your Presence does not go with us, do not send us up from here. 16 How will anyone know that you are pleased with me and with your people unless you go with us? What else will distinguish me and your people from all the other people on the face of the earth?"

Philippians 4:10-13

10I rejoice greatly in the Lord that at last you have renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you have been concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. 11I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. 12I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. 13I can do everything through him who gives me strength.

i wish i learnt that already...

oh mine mine

2007-10-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

ahhas.. hellos blog! wahh i forgot u exists .. ahahs.. ehhh long time no see.. ahhas or shall i say super long time nv Blog le!! hahas.. well.. its 3rd oct.. means promos coming to an end soon but not so soon too. ahha well. today went to the tan's hse to study. din really made much progress ahhas. well i screwed up my paper badly on monday too.! the math paper was so hard!!!.. ahhas.. later retain how sia.. ahahs nvm la.. shall just work hard for chem and physic paper..
well life hasn't really been entertaining ahha. i wanna do recording!! its so funn. ahah but i just can't seems to get the right programme!!.. oh welll.. if anybody knows and happen to reaad this please tag down the link or programme kaes. ahah thanks thanks..
one last thing before i go..

HAPPY BITHDAY BEV!! =)) hope u enjoy ur birthday ahha even thou u might nv read this.. ahahs

MY GOD IS MIGHTY TO SAVE!! =)))

2007-04-07T11:08:00.000+08:00

this yeaR.. Good Friday really rocks.. =)).. i love the service. come to think of it nothing will be GOoD without GOD cause GOD is in GOoD hahas. =)). so without GOD there will be no GOoD FRIDAY!! ahhas. =)). ehhh. but its a sad day too. cause Jesus died for us on the cross. =(. but well. his alive again!! =)). he rose again on the 3rd day which is this SUNDAY! =)).. AMazing isn't he? =).. i learn alot in PCG!. hmm. we were doing books of james about how to make decisons. yups. THE solution is to GET WISDOM!. =)).. WISDom is seeing life from God's point of view. yups.. so we were thinking how to do that? guess we all came into conclusion that whenever we get into a suituation. think about WWJD = What Would Jesus do?. yups..when you get persecuted for being a christian. whats would be ur reaction to that? angeR, doubts? think about what Jesus will do. and do it the same way as he will do it. =)) that makes decision making so much easier. =)). one PERFECT ans. well. i also learn that whatever we do. if we do it for JEsus it will be pleasing to God's eyes. =) so from today onwards i shall do everything FOr HIM!. even every STEP i TAKE and every BreaTh i breathe in . =)).
after PCG i stayed back to study. hahas. yups.. then went out for dinner with bel's whole family.. haha super weird...!! so paisea. ahah but ya..i shall spare the details. it was quite interesting thou. =)). they are all very nice pple. ahas. well guess thats about my day yesterday. =)

i WANNA go oUT tODAY!

2007-03-31T09:36:00.000+08:00

lets see. ahha friday was a really tiring day.. well sch was quite slack cause had a 2hr 30min break from 8 to 1030 cause teacher not here. ahhas =)) i guess i need to do alot of catching up .. hahas. wah chem practical our teacher taught us VA. =)) quite new to me cause last time dun need to do it in practical. hahas. so she wan to have a extra lesson with me on weds! so scary! ahhas. well.. arhh!! my GeoG teacher go spread something abt me! nooooo... so malu now. ahhas.
oh oh .. Physical Conditioning was really tiring ahha run so much till i almost died. ahhas by the time we finish the run i cannot feel my legs anymore. ahha so i just died flat on the floor. ahahhahas..
went back to fairfield after sch. =)) visited my CCa again. super dissapointing. the standard was like ..........
had dinner with wenfang fion n fiona. then all went home.=)) bathe and i sleep super early! ahahhas. super PIG. =))
yea! today got youthphoria! and PCG! ahah. =)) we gona go out to do survey! kinda looking forward to it. =)) alright. thats about it. =)

2007-03-29T20:18:00.000+08:00

blog,

I wanted to start bloggin again when i start school!ahha but i realise its really kinda busy man. haha miss my blog! ahhas harlow! =)) i'll try to be bloggin again from today onwards! ahhas.. Wah life in Jc is really killing me. 530 everyday must wake up le. super early. ahhas oh i was super happy when i got back my student farE! ahhas =)) wah then got alot of tutorials and self study to do. i cannot catch up with my work le!! ahhahas.
well. sch have been quite alright for me. kinda feel lost at time cause i dunno who to hang out with and like how to make my way around the sch. =) Glad that i made some new frens. from my OG and ClASS 07S23! yea. ahhas. my chairman really funny. ahhas i call her doramon! ahhas =)) she got everything u need de bah.
well i guess spiritually i haven been growing man.. in fact stagnent for quite sometime. this is bad =( hmm feeling so distant this few days. from God and also from friends like dunno whats happening around. hahas. if anybody happen to read it do pray for me kaes. i need to be growing. hahas.
Hmm, its not ez being a good boy in JJC hahahas. vulgarities fly everywhere from everybody.. ahhas. God please tame my tougue!. ahhas so i wun use it. well ain't that ez to be a christian afterall! =) but i'll do my best in trying. ahha got HOSEA and RUSS with me! we will mAke A diFf man! =)

2006-12-11T17:11:00.000+08:00

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2006-12-10T20:12:00.000+08:00

hellos!! =)). ahhas. today was a great day i think. ahhas although din really get alot out of the sermon. ahah i cut my hair! ahash look so toot. hahas. oh well. =) guess today i din do much. was just at home rotting aft goin to church.

something interesting today. =)).. i was doing my QT. ahah i use daily bread. its was Tittle Praying Sheep. interesting huh? ahhas.
i guess its really true bah. ahas we just need to be PRAYing!! ahhas. the phrase is "Just Pray" hahas. NO request is too great or too small to bring to GOD haha. yups. tt what i got into my head..

Guess now i just need to concentrate on planning the worship stuff. =)). yea!
smile people!!

If you ask anything in My name, I will do it.
John 14:14

2006-12-08T01:03:00.000+08:00

I WANNA SCREAM to The ENds Of thE EaRtH!

2006-12-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

ARHZ!!!
so not HAppy!!

2006-12-07T12:35:00.000+08:00

i'm getting confuse about blogging ahhas. x)).. so chim. oh well. i'm back here.. just blogging to remind myself of much events..
1) today got meeting at 330
2) Pcg at 7pm
3) tml shld be having meeting to try out the props
4) sat got youthphoria. morning shld be fREe!=))
5) sun go church =DD happy man. ahahs
6) impt!! tell wendy if i'm joining Trackers anot by this week
7) plann the worship thingy
8) settle on a date for practise and get back to jesse
9) WatcH happY fEet!! ahaas.
10) i'm not so bz afterall =))

oh oh. yesterday when to ice skate.. so fun!! haha.. was my second time. =)) quite interesting. ahha starting to get it i hope.. =))

11) just remembered ahhas. paY up For The CAmp FEES!! ahash

yups.. oh it was really fun. did crazy things. ahhas oh well no details manx.. ahhas
guess i have been living tis holiday really weird.. time to do something meaningful if not it meants i'm gona waste this BORROWED TIME!!. okie okie.. time to go prepare and stuff before i leave the hse. =)) cya blog!!

2006-11-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

oh well. guess it had been a really long time since i have blogged. hahas.. HOw's Life evErYbody?
hmm O's are over. finally! dunno to be happy or not. haha cause really got nuthing to do now. just rot at home the whole day. =(. my brain really empty now. ahas..

btw youthcamp on 18-21dec!! haha anybody wanna go? tell me kaeS!. ahas..

okie.. hmm lets see. these few days aft my o's i when out on the first day to watch MOVIE!! ahas. i watch FlushEd AwaY .. okays tt really cute! ahha the slugs sing song very nice.. aha got very gd vocal..the Mr LonEY song was realLy nice. hahas. hmm then i bought CArS VCD!! haas. watch it 2 times. liao. ahhas.. the nxt day was tues.. when to sch and collect my report book and stuff.. yea finALLY got My claSS phOTo.. ahhas. i when to my fren hse after that.. we also went to SIM LIM to get some graphic card hahas.. and he finally bought his game and he was happy. hahas. btw his hse got a BIG DOG. ahha and its only 6mths old.. ahas.. oh well was really cute..
wed.. i did nuthing in the morning.. ahhs. rott.. until ard 4? haa then went to bath and left the hse for meeting!! ahhas. er.. okie.. FInaLE NighT COm wheN to Kevin hSE.. oh oh!! he GOt his DriVing LisenSE le can!! not fair.. ahhas.. we were playing halo2. hhahas. we did stupid stuff ahaha but shall spare the details..
Marshall finally came and we had our dinner..=)) was so hungry by then. WE had JEllY too!! so nice. hahas
our Meeting was somehow gd la. haha. done quite alot of thinking.. when hm not very early ahha. KeVIn Send uS out to the NgEE ANn bustop! ( my future sch ) haas.. yups but can see that the mother not happy. =((.. yups.. it was not the end of the day yet although it was like 11plus liao.. ahha.. reach home. i bathe. and when online!!.. haha started to do the proposal.. quite interesting haha. nv done one in so long!. hahas.. do until 3plus. ahha then when to slp.. woke up in the morning and continued. ahha.. tt is today!! ahas =)).

today was totally boring hahs. practically stayed at home and done nothing. hmm.. i finally remember the camp theme song le ahhas. StIll listening to it now. hahas =)).. yups.. i HAD FISHBALL NOODLES!! haha for lunch.. yups rotted the whole day..

TO all who Taken UR PsLE reSults.. haas.. all the best in getting into the sch you want!! =DD

tml.. its gona be another day.. hope i dun nid to rot. ahha dun think i will also.. got plan le. aha but i will be out alone. =(( haha. anybody wanna pop along? ahah wanna know where sms me bah..
ahah yups tt the end of the long long post.. nid to be in sch at 9am tml? haha collect my testimonal.. =)) i think i gona frame it! ahah kiddings.. we shall see..

BYEEs everyBodYY!!..
DogS Are Very CUTE
duN ya AgREe? SAY YES!! ahhas

2006-10-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

wats up with you?. what u doing with ur life manx?. wake uP!! YULIANG!! WAKE UP!!.. O's very near!!. go and study la.. stop rotting in front of the com or sleep. ANd sSTopp thinking about playing all the time!!. =(((

2006-09-15T23:26:00.000+08:00

HapPy biRthDAy to MisS TaY XuE lI! hahas.
u beta sTudy HARD!! n stop GRoWing tallER le ahas. take care .. and Rawks on!!.

2006-09-03T18:01:00.000+08:00

HaPpY BurFDAe!!.. to yuhua..
HopE ya GroW taLLeR sOon. =))
REal sOon!. byyes..

2006-09-03T17:57:00.000+08:00

okie i'm craazyy.. ahhas. oh yuhua here's the birthday cake!. =))

2006-09-03T17:48:00.000+08:00

RAnDOM PicS of the day.. ahash.

life song!!.

2006-09-03T17:35:00.000+08:00

Empty hands held high
Such small sacrifice
If not joined with my life
I sing in vain tonight

May the words I say
And the things I do
Make my lifesong sing
Bring a smile to You

Let my lifesong sing to You
Let my lifesong sing to You
I want to sign Your name to the end of this day
Knowing that my heart was true
Let my lifesong sing to You

Lord, I give my life
A living sacrifice
To reach a world in need
To be Your hands and feet

So may the words I say
And the things I do
Make my lifesong sing
Bring a smile to You

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Let my lifesong sing to You

its 15 april!!

2006-04-15T10:35:00.000+08:00

aww.. isit GOd so Great!!.. he died for us on the cross on good friday!. and easter day he will RosE again!..=D.. okie.. i'm like supah high tis few days.. no idea why. but hahas. yups. maybe coz i drop a heavy burden le. so now very relax. hahas. oh mans.. o's coming soon.. got to start studying le.. not much time left le!... if anybody reads tis. help me pray for my StudIEs okie?.. thz alot!!.. =). i'm wondering again whether to join VI anot.. =/ i dun feel like joining leh. ahs.. dunno why also. okie.. nvm. =). yesterday was great.. went to service in the morning. learnt again abt the commandment that we must love our neighbour like how god loves us!. hahas. yups. then afternoon i when to watch ICe AGE 2!!! hahas. tink is supah cute.. quite a nice movie .. if haven catch it go catch it soon!!.=)..

oh.. i wanna go swim!!.hahas. yups.. so if anybody wants to go must ask me along okie??... hahas. but must tell me in advance hor. coz i dunno where is my swiming trunks. coz the last time i wore it was like pri sch?. hahas. so long nv swim le.! dun tink i can fit inside my old swiming trunks so must go buy new wan le.!!. hahas. yups.. grown too fat!. =D. so anyway. i'm just saying i wanna go swim so if u wan too. ask me go along also!!. hahas.

yea!!

2006-04-08T13:40:00.000+08:00

wahh.. finally remember my acct password!. hahas. i forgot so i nv blog for so long
hahas. can see that i'm old liao. so losing my memory. hahas. hmm yea!! finally the bz week has end! PARADE is FINALLY OVER!!! my Sec1s are officIAlly ENrollED!!! so haPPy for them!. cONGratES to all WHo aRE PRomOted!!. REmEmbER arhz.. one rank higher mEanTS more REsponSibillity le hor.. hmm. yups kinda happy but also quite sad.. Happy Abt aLL thE gooD sTufF. but sad CaUSe alot of VIs leaving liaos. =(.. SO GONA MISS THEM!!! just wanna lET theM knoW deEP doowwWnnn in my HEART!! i REally APpreciatE WhaT they haF done FOr the uNit and All theiR EFforts in GrooMing US to BEcomE such lEAders!! ARhZ!! sUper SAd la!!. ='( oh well.

WEll doNe to ALL!! U haf Done UrsELF PRouD in thE PAraDE!!. =)

Sunday.. SPOrTs DAy
hmm is like super sianx there.. hahas. the feeling is weird being a FAider. its normal for pple to hope that nobody is injured or something. but IF nobody InjuREd then we got nothing to do!!.. so i will TEnd to wish pple is Injured!! ahhas. oh well. ya was doing FA duty the whole day. super boring lor. hahas. then was like around the end of the sports day the first aiders went crazy and all started to play with iCE hahas.. okie. yups. then we were playing the smacking hand game. dunno is called wat hahas. but ya .. jonathan SIR sMAck supER HArd LA!! ahhas. all suffeRED internal bleeding hahahas.. yups was like making a fool out of myself so fun!!. hahas.

WE are going To leAVE!! ='(..

bored....

2006-03-13T19:46:00.000+08:00

sheeesshhh..so bored.. =( today like super sianx lor. whole day rotting at home. suppose to go play bball??. hahas. then i haven even touch my hmwk too!!.. planning to die!?!. YULIANG!! cannot slack le!!. this year Sec4 le leh.. O's coming!!. WAke UP!!!.. ZZZZZzzzzZZZZzzzZZZZ
haix.. life is getting more quiet day by day for me.. wonder why last time so bz but now so quiet.. wat happen?!. ni de peng you zai na li??..YulianG!!. thot u last time always go out with Friends de..?!??.. No more friEnDS le arhz??..........See la.. =.=

oh no i'm going crazy soon..

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2006-03-10T10:19:00.000+08:00

LA LA LA LA...=) hahas.. i'm crazy.. oh well. days are getting tougher as its goes. i gota remember tis manx. Great power comes with Great RESpoNsIBilLTy..hahas. feeling so ??? now.. everything is like..???.. dunno wat to do... how to find the answer??. now life like so empty.. nuthing to do.. i MiSS my CCA!!! lolz. oh manx.. SErvice LEarnInG like so sianx.... ???.. dunno wat to type. hahas.. ohh. i fall down!!!.. hahas.. into some small drain. hahas very freaky la.before the blood flow out,my skin was like white colour!! really white!!.. hahas. oh well running late.. got to bathe and go do my Free LABoUR hahas.. yups.. cya pple!!!... ??????

=0..=)

2006-03-08T01:56:00.000+08:00

*yawnxx* =0. hmm. so late liao but dunno why i still not slping .. =). oh well having service learning everyday .. so sianx la. waste time de. i rather talk to old folks then just walk around knocking on hse doors to update contacts. =(. so boring la. then today must collect newspaper!!. hahas. we are free labours!. must stress on that .. FREE LABOUR!!! hahas. okie. its getting late.

To all who's going for LTC dun worry okie!!. its gona be a great exprience. dun worry abt the punishments, it's a time for u peeps to learn so make sure u get something out of it. go there prepared and with an open mind to accept things. anything you not happy with it share during debrief and take note of it and never do it to ur own cadets. =). get wat i meant?. =). okie.. dun worry la. its gona be a fun camp. Trust me ur batch is so gona get bonded. if u are willing to go the extra mile for one another.. =) just remember when you need a helping hand ur batch mates are always there to support you and you be there for them too!!. =) smilesxx =)

its over..

2006-03-05T16:53:00.000+08:00

hmm. the competition is finally over. Kind of feel quite relieve, but also feel that i didn't complete something. There is this feeling that something is missing from this FDCOm'06. After all this training and stuff, the journey had just round off with this ending. Although i have always hope that there will be a bonding inbetween everybody that will never be forgotten. A kind of feeling that will just continues and never end, something that really impact everybody. That, i feel is my vision for a perfect FdCOm.

Perhaps i failed in this mission, this challange, this reponsibillity that i was given. I feel that i haven done enough to impact all to be just so bond to be willing to go all out for one another. To me, the winning of the competition is just a small part of what FDCoM is abt. But really what i want them to take back is really to be the GEM for each other. ( GEM = Going the Extra Mile ) If given the chance of doing everything again, i think i will really focus and put in so much more effort from the starting and not only at the end.

FdCom 06 may be seems as a success to some, but i feel more could be done. There is many things that i wish to be done but is not. But now i just hope this may be an exprience that people will pick up and not repeat the mistakes that i have done. Poh huat sir said before, attitude reflects leadership. I find it very true. The attitude, behaviour of the followers really reflects on leadership of the leader. I tink i failed to be a good leader. The time i left with the unit is not long before i pass out. Really hope that i can make use of the remaining time to really impact the unit. Its not about leaving a legacy or something,but really to let them learnt the impt lessons of life and building into them man or woman of good characters. That is something that i really want to work on for the rest of the time i have left....

FDCOM!!

2006-03-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

hahas.. just wanna post something..

FDCOM'06!!.. i love all you guys!!. =)
YOU PEOPLE ROCKS MY WORLD!

4th day of 40dop

2006-03-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

today is the 4th day of the campaign le. Learnt alot with just the few daily readings. din blog for two days cause was really tired. reach home then fall aslp le. =X so pig rite?. hahas. today was quite fun. aft sch went to take my compre test cause miss it that time as it clash with health checkup. yups. then waited for jessie to go visit charles. walk ard the sch, disturbing band people. =). saw some councilors learning how to pull flag then went to disturb them too.!!. wahhh first time realise Nirma so FIERCE.. =X hahas. so scary. then i suddenly realise that we change so much since sec1. From one who listen to orders till one now that commands people. it is just so diff. really miss the time we use to have. some friends always tell me Red cRoss like my life liddat, always spending time doing Rc stuff. wonder why i always seems to be so involed?. i tink is really because i learnt so much in my CcA.. feel so bless by it so i really wans to give back to it by helping my peers for juniors to learnt. that is the main reason i guess.. okie back to the day. after all the disturbing of pple. i when to visit charles.!!. Finally!!. ahha. so many pple went. got Chye Aik, Darren, Wee Lat, ME!!, Jessie and Nicole. =). so many right?. so jealous.. wonder if i in hospital who will come. hahas. we was like crapping there for so long. just sit around and talk rubbish to just spend time with him. the around 8 plus. guess wat?.. two teachers came!! haha. in total got 4 teachers come and visit him le!! hahas. yups then we all go home liao. =).

Prayer list..
1) PRAy for CharLEs to recover faster. ( very impt)
2) Pray FOr WisdOm for me to lead my FDcOM squad. ( very impt also )
3) PrAY for my fdCOm thaT somETHing somEhoW will iMpacT them. ( ultra impt )

Wish list...
1) hopes that Charles will come out soon!!.. =)

Day 1 of 40dop.=)

2006-02-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

today was sorta like a great day for me. woke up in the morning was feeling quite tired. started off with a simple prayer that God will lead me in my life today. Living a life not for myself but just purely for God. A thing hard to achive? but isn't that what we were created for? The 5 sermon outline on sunday kinda impacted me. It made me start to think and ponder over much things that we are doing in life. Why do we have so many thing happening in life. Studies, CCAs and so much more. So wats really life about? It's not about us. We will only know our purpose of life if we turn to our creator(God). 5 main points, worship, fellowship, discipleship, ministry and evangelism. How much u find its true?. today i felt all of it and find it so true. Think and reflect in ur life.

Worship - its about offering whatever we have to God, loving him with all our heart, soul and mind. Hoping for one to be happy with what u have done? why, isn't it an action out of love?. We are plan for God pleasure.

Fellowship - we are form in a way that we belong to each other and we all need all the others to live on. Facing this world full of challenges, ever wonder why we have friends?. perhaps it is a tool God uses to reach out to us. God will never give us anything more then we can handle.

Discipleship - Why we face troubles?. it is God's way of teaching and moulding us into people more and more like Christ. eg, How can a person learn integrity without having the chance of lying?. It is very true that we learn through the mistakes we done.

Ministry - We are shaped for serving him. Serving him in the sense of helping others around you is part of it. In this life we are suppose to help each other, as we are bless we should aim to be a blessing to others.

Evangelism - We are made for a mission. To reach out to others, living a life of faith and not to be afraid to live out for God. Why fall to peer pressure when you have God behind you as a support?. Challenge to all, live the faith, walk the talk. =).

school was fun as i did encounter much. I was at the verge of bursting into anger and challenge many time in the midst of the day. I tink i learnt patience today =). oh by the way.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSIE AND MABLE!! =) Fdcom really made me think, and i hope the rest did. it is just 5days away. not long at all. wonder WHEn will they put in their all together. Did thought why i'm like so worried and putting in so much effort in CCa. Thought of it and find it's really because i want them to learn and get something out of it. Characters a person have, i feel is really about the things they been through. Its really through the toughess time people learn the most. EVer wondered why people scolds us when we make mistakes?. perhaps they are just trying to make an impact to use so that we will not commit such mistakes again. what's the point when u make mistakes but dun correct it?. oh well, everybody have different tinking cause we are all made diff. Can't force anybody to do anything they don't wants as we all have a choice. =) all i can do now is to just keep praying i tink. before i end. GEt welL soOn ChARLes!! =) sry nv go visit u today. promise tml i will go!!. okie? =) rest well!.

2006-02-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

more or less done.. hmm. today was quite a great day. starting to blog again!.. anybody miss my blogging?. hahas. 40 dop started today. quite sad abt the turn ups. but i know it will be better..=). believe and it we will achive!!.. yea!!..tml sch hope it gona be a great day.

wishes..
1) all the best for all who are having test tml!!
2) everybody lives a happy happy life!!=)

prayer request
1) pray for my Fdcom!
2) frens around me not to be stress..
3) god's blessing to be apon everybody
4) lastly, pray for charles.. his in hospital now!!.. ='(

testing.. one two ThREE!!! =D

2006-02-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

TEsting!! =)