You are Stronger..

Hi blog. haven seen you for really long.. stumble upon you again..
today felt alot!.
woke up early to go to meeting. got to church on time since like dunno how long ago.. felt alone cause so many people not there. sermon was good? wasn't really looking forward to after church, ate lunch, stone back at church office, waited for ZY, went to anchorpoint, saw WK, went home, had dinner, came back home, tried to on my com, waited ages before it worked.. came online (finally).. fb, yt, started reading blog n it all started.....

whats my life for the whole past 3yrs? if judgement is tml whats going to happen? have i really love God? where's my daddy now? whats the purpose? whats army? whats life! sick of it.
perhaps i'll just die tml.. (not a sucidal thot)

no beginning and no end, your my hope and my defense.. am i even sorry abt anything? whats all the songs? can your name even be lifted thru my life? can i even glorify you? why does so many people ask me if i'm okay? if i tell them i'm not will they care? i MISS CHRISTOPHER!. so near yet so far.. so whats the conclusion?.

3yrs... nothing..

LOOK THROUGH MY EYES. =)

There are things in life you'll learn and
In time you'll see
Cause out there somewhere
It's all waiting
If you keep believing
So don't run, don't hide
It will be all right
You'll see, trust me
I'll be there watching over you

Just take a look through my eyes
There's a better place
somewhere out there
Just take a look through my eyes
Everything changes
You'll be amazed what you'll find
If you look through my eyes

There will be times on this journey
All you'll see is darkness
Out there somewhere daylight finds you
If you keep believing

So don't run, don't hide
It will be all right
You'll see, trust me
I'll be there watching over you

Just take a look through my eyes
There's a better place
somewhere out there
Just take a look through my eyes
Everything changes
You'll be amazed what you'll find
If you look through my eyes

All the things that you can change
There's a meaning in everything
And you will find all you need
There's so much to understand

Just take a look through my eyes
There's a better place
somewhere out there
Just take a look through my eyes
Everything changes
You'll be amazed what you'll find
If you look through my eyes

Take a look through my eyes

woohoo. i love this song =). just watch brotherbear again! ahah love it totally.. hmm today sch was quite simple and nice. ahha managed to ask some pple abt youthsunday and chapelthon! =) hope that tml can con't to ask too!. tml gona be a bz day. ahah. May the Lord be my strength! =)

Jesus open my eyes to the work of your hands

hmm. i think God talks to me alot when i'm on the bus. ahah! i think i learn that i need to love his people no matter how they look like, act like, sound like and esp SMELL like...
today had an interesting bus ride to sch. totally encounted 3 super smelly people. all happen to sit beside or infront of me. i could hardly breath.. =/

well. school today was more relaxing i think. tml can finally end sch early! =) but promise to be studying at holland in the afternoon. so wun get to have much rest still i guess..
Today physics test was like reallyy weird. i din study 2 out of 3 topics. so i cannot think of any formulas ahha!. so practically blank again..went home after it and stone the whole day away =).

Gona ask alot of pple abt youth sunday and chapelthon tml! =) hope everything goes smoothly.

Dear Lord,
please work in those hearts before i ask them, you are the one who sows those seeds. So i pray that your will be done in their lifes too. =)
In Jesus name, AMEN.



in my life, your will be done.

hope you think my favourite song.

have you ever had the feeling of sitting in the crowded bus with some stranger then after the bus gotten less crowded you wish that stranger will move to another sit and stop sitting with you? haha.

today was Chem Mid-Year. super bad. ahah. din know how to do alot of questions. think the blanks add up half of the marks ahha. well. just got to realise my Prelims is abt 6wks time!. i think i really need to start studying!! ahha. not going for PCGL meeting today =(. cause gona study for my test tml..


wondering if life was more simple..
i think i need more security. =//

all i need is you..

Sometimes it takes you to do something before you find your passion in it.

today was interesting in a sense. ending of the holidays, guess its a good way to round by with a post. suprisingly i'm bloggin! ahha. always been wondering is it necessary to convince people to believe (somestuff.).. gona keep it short. this holidays haven been that fruitful i guess.. need to really be down studying hard. tml having chem mids and haven even touch any chem yet.. =O. super dead. I think i grown in this holidays spiritually thou. =) guess God been making alot of pple to be more reflective these days..

i really wish i can write a song soon..



Having been set free from sin, you became slaves of righteousness. —Romans 6:18

stuff to do..

wahhh. just realise got quite some stuff to get over and done withh.. beta list down before i forget. ahhas

1) do math paper again before Miss Ho kills me hahas
2) plan out something abt interact de
3) organise some meeting with other schs (interact)
4) Knowledge booth
5) Meeting with hospitality team
6) Project work! impt
7) Find the worship leaders!
8) plan out youth camp stuff
9)catch up with frens
10) suppose to teach some pple for o's but dunno still need anot
11) fix my com!
12) get back FA kit from liangfu
13) do something to my guitar
14) settle PCG stuff with chris
15)PRAY very hard for PROMOS results
16) PRAY abt asking my friends to come for youth alpha!
17) do QT
18) go buy some clothes and stuff
19) prepare for geog trip
20) recee for youth camp!!!



haha okay the list will go on forever but shall stop at 20 first.. ahha seeya blog

typical day..

well. today wasn't really great or bad.. was kinda normall. manage to get a peek at all my promos papers that i din get to see on tues. other then GP. hmm kinda discourage by the results but i think i'll get over it really soon. PW is going to be one big thing now other then A's chinese. oh well. hope that i can faster get over and done with it!!

kk talking abt the day. sch was like super long. ahha dunno why.. i din go cca today. shall not say why.. hahas. MAN! i got maple craze again! haha started playing maple with my classmates. guess i'm still the childish old self =)).. sound great to me. ahhas

thanks for the WAKE UP CALL! =))